May Day
Old age is the most unexpected of things that can happen to man...You
cannot live through it without falling into frustration and cynicism
unless you have before you a great idea which raises you above personal
misery, above weakness, above all kinds of perfidy and baseness.
— Leon Trotsky
As long as I breathe I hope. As long as I breathe I shall fight for
the future, that radiant future,
in which man, strong and beautiful,
will become master of the drifting stream of his history
and will direct
it towards the boundless horizons of beauty, joy and happiness!
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1 May 2012

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Still true today?
Human thought is not a firework, ever shooting off fresh forms and
shapes as it burns; it is a tree, growing very slowly — you can watch it
long and see no movement — very silently, unnoticed. It was planted in
the world many thousand years ago, a tiny, sickly plant. And men guarded
it and tended it, and gave up life and fame to aid its growth. In the
hot days of their youth, they came to the gate of the garden and
knocked, begging to be let in, and to be counted among the gardeners.
And their young companions without called to them to come back, and play
the man with bow and spear, and win sweet smiles from rosy lips, and
take their part amid the feast, and dance, not stoop with wrinkled
brows, at weaklings’ work. And the passers by mocked them and called
shame, and others cried out to stone them. And still they stayed there
laboring, that the tree might grow a little, and they died and were
forgotten.
And the tree grew fair and strong. The storms of ignorance passed over
it, and harmed it not. The fierce fires of superstition soared around
it; but men leaped into the flames and beat them back, perishing, and
the tree grew. With the sweat of their brow have men nourished its green
leaves. Their tears have moistened the earth about it. With their blood
they have watered its roots.
The seasons have come and passed, and the tree has grown and flourished.
And its branches have spread far and high, and ever fresh shoots are
bursting forth, and ever new leaves unfolding to the light. But they are
all part of the one tree — the tree that was planted on the first
birthday of the human race. The stem that bears them springs from the
gnarled old trunk that was green and soft when white-haired Time was a
little child; the sap that feeds them is drawn up through the roots that
twine and twist about the bones of the ages that are dead.
— Jerome K.
Jerome, born this day in 1859
The human mind can no more produce an original thought than a tree
can bear an original fruit.
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2 May 2012

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Gratitude
‘We can only be said to be alive in those moments when our hearts are
conscious of our treasures.’
— Thornton Wilder
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3 May 2012

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82 Commandments of Gurdjieff
Here are some of my favorites:
1 Ground your attention on yourself. Be conscious at every moment of
what you are thinking, sensing, feeling, desiring and doing.
8 Learn to receive and give thanks for every gift.
9 Stop defining yourself.
16 If you lack faith, pretend that you have it.
17 Do not allow yourself to be impressed by strong personalities.
36 Do not eliminate, but transmute.
37 Conquer your fears; for each of them represent a camouflaged desire.
39 Conquer your aversions and come closer to those who inspire rejection
in you.
40 Do not react to what others say about you, whether praise or blame.
44 Transform your envy into admiration for the values of others.
46 Neither praise or insult yourself.
47 Regard what does not belong to you as if it belonged to you.
66 Accept that nothing belongs to you.
65 Never speak of yourself without considering that you might change.
—
Read all or Listen
71 Wherever you live, always find a space that you devote to the sacred.
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4 May 2012

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Sticks
a work of micro-fiction
Every year Thanksgiving night we flocked out behind Dad as he dragged
the Santa suit to the road and draped it over a kind of crucifix he’d
built out of metal pole in the yard. Super Bowl week the pole was
dressed in a jersey and Rod’s helmet and Rod had to clear it with Dad if
he wanted to take the helmet off. On the Fourth of July the pole was
Uncle Sam, on Veteran’s Day a soldier, on Halloween a ghost. The pole
was Dad’s only concession to glee. We were allowed a single Crayola from
the box at a time. One Christmas Eve he shrieked at Kimmie for wasting
an apple slice. He hovered over us as we poured ketchup saying: good
enough good enough good enough. Birthday parties consisted of cupcakes,
no ice cream. The first I brought a date over she said: what’s with your
dad and that pole? and I sat there blinking.
We left home, married, had children of our own, found the seeds of
meanness blooming also within us. Dad began dressing the pole with more
complexity and less discernible logic. He draped some kind of fur over
it on Groundhog Day and lugged out a floodlight to ensure a shadow. When
an earthquake struck Chile he lay the pole on its side and spray painted
a rift in the earth. Mom died and he dressed the pole as Death and hung
from the crossbar photos of Mom as a baby. We’d stop by and find odd
talismans from his youth arranged around the base: army medals, theater
tickets, old sweatshirts, tubes of Mom’s makeup. One autumn he painted
the pole bright yellow. He covered it with cotton swabs that winter for
warmth and provided offspring by hammering in six crossed sticks around
the yard. He ran lengths of string between the pole and the sticks, and
taped to the string letters of apology, admissions of error, pleas for
understanding, all written in a frantic hand on index cards. He painted
a sign saying LOVE and hung it from the pole and another that said
FORGIVE? and then he died in the hall with the radio on and we sold the
house to a young couple who yanked out the pole and the sticks and left
them by the road on garbage day.
— George Saunders, originally published in
Story, Winter 1995.
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5 May 2012

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Faith I
‘Faith is believing something you know ain’t true,’ said Mark Twain.
We know what he meant, and the kind of faith that he was protesting.
But there’s a more general kind of faith that is sustaining and healthy
and, perhaps, necessary for us to live from day to day. We need to
have faith in all the quotidien miracles that keep our boats afloat;
without faith, we would all be overcome with anxiety about the tenuous
basis of our existence.
All pro-social behaviors are undertaken on faith that others will
reciprocate (unless we simply fear ostracism or legal repercussions).
Kant’s
test of the universalized maxim is an article of faith.
Those of us who advocate and organize for peace and justice and
living in harmony with the Earth must constantly put aside apocalyptic
scenarios which are both terrifying and realistic. We must
convince ourselves each day that what we do matters, and that humankind
(or metazoan life on earth) will not succumb in the near future to any
number of cataclysms of human origin. Many, many people are doing
their best to propel humanity toward love and sharing, away from cruelty, indifference
and greed. We have faith that these efforts will
collectively create a synergy that none of us individually might be able
to articulate.
— Josh Mitteldorf
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6 May 2012

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Paracelsus
I was not born
Informed and fearless from the first, but shrank
From aught which marked me out apart from men:
I would have lived their life, and died their death,
Lost in their ranks, eluding destiny:
But you first guided me through doubt and fear,
Taught me to know mankind and know myself;
And now that I am strong and full of hope,
That, from my soul, I can reject all aims
Save those your earnest words made plain to me,
Now that I touch the brink of my design,
When I would have a triumph in their eyes,
A glad cheer in their voices
— Robert Browning celebrates his 200th birthday today
In truth we have lived carelessly and well.
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7 May 2012

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Prosperity for the taking
An alien lands in New Orleans and
asks an Earthling about the devastation. “So – is there no building
material for repairing the damage?”
“Actually,” says the Earthling,
“there are building materials stockpiled just out of town.”
“So, there are no workers to do the
job?”
“Actually, there are hordes of
unemployed workers who would love to have the work.”
“So – what’s the problem?”
“Well, the way things work here, we
need these pieces of green paper before we can get started...”
“Beam me up! There’s no intelligent
life on this planet!”
— Ellen Brown
The depression we’re in is essentially gratuitous: we don’t need to
be suffering so much pain and destroying so many lives. We could end it
both more easily and more quickly than anyone imagines—anyone, that is,
except those who have actually studied the economics of depressed
economies and the historical evidence on how policies work in such
economies.
The truth is that recovery would be almost ridiculously easy to achieve:
all we need is to reverse the austerity policies of the past couple of
years and temporarily boost spending. Never mind all the talk of how we
have a long-run problem that can’t have a short-run solution—this may
sound sophisticated, but it isn’t. With a boost in spending, we could be
back to more or less full employment faster than anyone imagines.
— Paul Krugman
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8 May 2012

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Remember that what we see is a small part of an
interconnected whole
Bateson argued that there is a pathology inherent in all conscious
thinking, and that pathology comes from taking a small linear segment of
a circle of causation and taking it to be the whole thing. We take
certain actions in our lives, which we think are just directed towards
simple goal-seeking of some kind and are then, once again, blindsided
when the effects of that ripple through our lives and come back to us in
some unexpected way, when they come, in some way, to bite us in the ass.
We in our arrogance as a society and in our belief in conscious purpose
are able to transform the Earth in various ways and are then completely
surprised and blindsided when those transformations come back on us in
some possibly toxic form.
This habit of taking a small arc of the circle to be the whole thing
is related to our illusory notion of the self – to our view of taking
that which we are able to consciously scan, in our own processes, in our
thoughts, our own feelings, our own memories, and take that to be the
whole.
— Stephen
Nachmanovitch (The Power of Poetry: How it Works)
Gregory Bateson was born this day in 1904
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9 May 2012

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The Other Half of Physical Reality
Meditating this morning, I asked myself what I wanted for a birthday
present and the answer came to me: I want to have a transcendent
experience.
So what would that be like? I asked myself. I am hemmed in by
my own ‘realism’ (came the answer), but part of me knows that, even in the strictest
physical sense, my idea of realism is narrow and restrictive.
19th Century physics is about interactions among separate particles.
But in quantum mechanics, every electron is a manifestation of universal
electron-stuff. All electrons are identical in a much deeper sense
than identical twins or identical billiard balls. The equations
take explicit account of the fact that electrons are always swapping
identities while we’re not looking and the fact that we don’t know
whether the electron we see is this one or that one is built into the
physics.
The principle of wave/particle
duality is deeply
embedded in quantum physics. Although, particles are only half the
story, my ‘realism’ limits my perception to that half and I am unaware
of the spread-out wave nature of reality.
My birthday wish is more modest than ‘seeing God’, or
receiving
shaktipat. I want to
have direct experience of the other half of physical reality.
— Josh Mitteldorf
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10 May 2012


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Ground Rule for Research
“Never be so focused on what you are looking for that you overlook the thing you actually find.”
— Ann Patchett
speaking through the character of Dr Swenson in
State of Wonder
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11 May 2012

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Faith II
At the root of all faith is the belief that events are being guided
in some way beyond our ken for benevolent purposes. Faith is faith, and
by definition not subject to empirical proof or disproof; nevertheless
it is interesting to ask about this proposition: First, if there is
scientific foundation for this kind of belief, and Second whether it is
conducive to our wellbeing to view the world through this lens.
I find it compelling that though many individual scientists like to
scoff at people of faith, there is no way to rule out the hypothesis of
benevolent intervention. The world is not mechanical, and many
kinds of influences could hide within the half of all physics that
quantum mechanics regards as purely random. Indeed, this is the
most conservative explanation for phenomena of telepathy and
precognition which are almost routinely detected in
well-designed
statistical studies.
The answer to the second question is a
definitive Yes/a>.
— Josh Mitteldorf
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12 May 2012

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Animal Mothers
Nursing across species lines:
Watch this.
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13 May 2012

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An anatomy of the World
And new philosophy calls all in doubt,
The element of fire is quite put out,
The sun is lost, and th’ earth, and no man’s wit
Can well direct him where to look for it.
And freely men confess that this world’s spent,
When in the planets and the firmament
They seek so many new; they see that this
Is crumbled out again to his atomies.
’Tis all in pieces, all coherence gone,
All just supply, and all relation;
Prince, subject, father, son, are things forgot,
For every man alone thinks he hath got
To be a phoenix, and that then can be
None of that kind, of which he is, but he.
— John Donne, from “An
Anatomy of the World”
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14 May 2012

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200 years of progress in wealth and life expectancy
Hans Rosling uses animated graphics to illustrate a stunningly
positive narrative about 200 years of progress in the context of world
history.
— Watch!
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15 May 2012

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Satori: a practical guide for Westerners
Enlightenment is a highly-evolved state of consciousness. If you can
achieve it, all f your problems will be solved at once, in a blinding
flash, and they will stay solved forever. From that moment on, no matter
where you are or what happens to you, you will be at peace. Your mind
will be cleared of impure, negative, painful thoughts. Your mind will be
like a mirror, and your thoughts will be like images in that mirror that
come and go freely, leaving no stain on its surface. Your false, painful
identity as a selfish ego will be swept away, and your true identity as
an expansive, accepting, compassionate Buddha will be revealed. You will
become both desireless and fearless, and in doing so, you will become
free of all suffering...
Salzman goes on to describe his tireless pursuit
of enlightenment as a young man.
Unfortunately, when it comes to spiritual quests, it turns out that
diligence can work against you. You have to extinguish your ego to
become enlightened, it’s true, but here’s the paradox: Whenever you
strive toward any goal, including the goal of extinguishing the ego, you
end up giving your ego a workout. So the harder you try to become
egoless, the more egotistical you become. Welcome to Paradox World, the
theme park that you can never leave, because you carry it around with
you.
— from The
Man in the Empty Boat, by Mark Salzman
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16 May 2012

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Now is the time to understand
That all your ideas of right and wrong
Were just a child’s training wheels
To be laid aside
When you finally live
With veracity
And love.
— Hafiz (tr Ladinsky)
Once again I have borrowed from Joe Riley’s precious selection of poems
at Panhala.
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17 May 2012

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Piet Hein gets his name writ in lights
Piet Hein was an activist in the Danish Resistance during WWII, a
mathematician, poet and designer. In 1959, he won an architectural contest
with design in the shape of a
superellipse.
The shape can be anywhere on a continuum between an ellipse at one end
and a rectangle with square corners at the other, and it’s all done by
playing with the number ‘2’ in the Pythagorean formula x2 + y2=r2.
(The original idea for the shape is at least as old as
Gabriel Lamé in
the 19th Century.)
This spring, in a telescope survey, a dwarf galaxy 70 million light
years from Earth was discovered
with the shape of a superellipse. Nothing like it was predicted or
expected. It was a complete surprise, and it was christened
LEDA 074886.
Piet Hein, who died in 1996, has been fittingly memorialized.
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18 May 2012


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Wise men teeming with passionate intensity
Moral certainty is always a sign of cultural inferiority. The more
uncivilized the man, the surer he is that he knows precisely what is
right and what is wrong. All human progress, even in morals, has been
the work of men who have doubted the current moral values, not of men
who have whooped them up and tried to enforce them. The truly civilized
man is always skeptical and tolerant, in this field as in all others.
His culture is based on ‘I am not too sure.’
— H.L. Mencken
(1880-1956)
The best lack all conviction, while the worst
Are full of passionate intensity.
— W. B. Yeats
(1865-1939)
The whole problem with the world is that fools and fanatics are always
so certain of themselves, and wiser people so full of doubts.
— Bertrand
Russell
(1872-1970)
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19 May 2012

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Stop evaluating.
— Josh Mitteldorf
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20 May 2012

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Without quantum mechanics, there is no Newtonian physics;
Without hyperspace, there is no Euclidean geometry;
Without deterministic chaos, there is no emergent order;
Without the absurd surprise,
there is no predicting anything that the Universe might toss in our
direction.
— Lao Tse
...And vice versa.
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21 May 2012

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American impressionist
Charles
Tomlinson Griffes was an American composer of the early 20th
Century, who wrote
this tone poem for orchestra based on
D.H. Lawrence’s
first novel, both titled The White Peacock.
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22 May 2012

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Anamnesia
Definition: the recollection or total recall of the entire sum
of knowledge.
On Feb. 20, 1974, [Phillip K] Dick was hit with the force of an
extraordinary revelation after a visit to the dentist for an impacted
wisdom tooth for which he had received a dose of sodium pentothal. A
young woman delivered a bottle of Darvon tablets to his apartment in
Fullerton, Calif. She was wearing a necklace with the pendant of a
golden fish...
The fish pendant began to emit a golden ray of light, and Dick
suddenly experienced what he called, with a nod to Plato, anamnesis.
[He] claimed to have access to what philosophers call the faculty of
‘intellectual intuition’: the direct perception by the mind of a
metaphysical reality behind screens of appearance...Yet the golden fish
episode was just the beginning...
[A college drop-out, Dick was self-taught.] Dick’s reading was
haphazard and eclectic. Encyclopedias permitted an admittedly untutored
rapidity of association that lent a certain formal and systematic
coherence to his wide-ranging obsessions...Skimming through and across
multiple encyclopedia entries, Dick found links and correspondences of
ideas everywhere. He also stumbled into the primary texts of a number of
philosophers and theologians — notably the pre-Socratics, Plato, Meister
Eckhart, Spinoza, Hegel, Schopenhauer, Marx, Whitehead, Heidegger and
Hans Jonas. His interpretations are sometimes quite bizarre but often
compelling.
“My exegesis, then, is an attempt to understand my own
understanding.” ...“Exegesis” also possesses many passages of genuine
brilliance and is marked by an utter and utterly disarming sincerity. At
times, as in the epigraph above, Dick falls into melancholic dejection
and despair. But at other moments, like some latter day Simon Magus, he
is possessed of a manic swelling-up of the ego to unify with the divine:
“I was in the mind of God.”
— from
Simon Critchleys NYTimes column, The Stone
“The core of my writing is not
art but truth.” - P. K. Dick
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23 May 2012

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He who is in love is wise and is becoming wiser, sees newly every time he looks at the object beloved, drawing from it with his eyes and his mind those virtues which it possesses.
— Ralph Waldo Emerson
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24 May 2012

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Wisdom of Charles Eisenstein
The war against the self is the internalization of the war against
nature.
We have been taught that we need an act of will to overcome our base
natures. But when we try too hard to be good, we only separate
ourselves from others.
Constrained by habits and acculturalization, we have less choice than
we imagine. Many apparently momentous decisions were actually
determined within us long ago. In the long run, the most powerful
choice we can make is where to focus our attention. Attention is
healing. Attention is the bridge in relationship. And
attention facilitates change and learning.
—paraphrased from a day with
Charles Eisenstein
A leader is someone who facilities the capacity of others to share
their gifts.
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25 May 2012

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From a simpler time
Moondog, the Viking of Sixth Avenue, was a street performer,
composer and poet who chose a simple life, outdoors in the city
and became a city icon in the 1940s, and continued up through 1974,
though he became successful and established enough to release
several LPs, one with Julie Andrews as vocalist, and to be introduced to
Toscanini and work with Leonard Bernstein.
Competition (making music on the street) was thinner,
and our attention wasn’t so fragmented. Moondog could be
‘discovered’ wearing homemade Norse garb and making interesting music on
a Manhattan street corner.
He was blind from early adulthood. He was not
homeless. He was a harbinger of the beat generation, and a one-man
demonstration of an alternative way to live.
Moondog was born in Kansas on this day in 1919, as
Louis Thomas Hardin.
— Listen to Chaconne in G.
— Listen to
Pastorale.
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26 May 2012

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Gout of the spirit
Conceit is a comfortable disease, and the more insidious because it
festers while contributing to the disinclination of the afflicted to
pursue the jocund comradery that is potentially its best remedy.
— Josh Mitteldorf
If I’m luckier than I have any right to be,
my friends will recognize this as a plea for help.
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27 May 2012

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How to observe Memorial Day
Let us visualize, individually and collectively, in as much detail as we can
evoke, a peaceful transition to the sustainable, just and democratic
society that we know must be our future.
We can start by remembering the Berlin Wall and Nelson Mandela.
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28 May 2012

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Life and Art
Not while the fever of the blood is strong,
The heart throbs loud, the eyes are veiled, no less
With passion than with tears, the Muse shall bless
The poet-soul to help and soothe with song.
Not then she bids his trembling lips express
The aching gladness, the voluptuous pain.
Life is his poem then; flesh, sense, and brain
One full-stringed lyre attuned to happiness.
But when the dream is done, the pulses fail,
The day’s illusion, with the day’s sun set,
He, lonely in the twilight, sees the pale
Divine Consoler, featured like Regret,
Enter and clasp his hand and kiss his brow.
Then his lips ope to sing – as mine do now.
— Emma Lazarus
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29 May 2012

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Learning to work with the strengths and weaknesses of our brains
Daniel Kahneman talks about two modes in which we work: System I and System II. System I is
autopilot — walking or riding a bicycle, talking, anything we can do ‘without thinking about it’.
System II requires a conscious effort. 2 x 2 = 4 is done with System I. 17 x 24 = 408 is done with
System II. Associative memory is System I. Consciously trying to retrieve something from memory
is System II.
The great majority of our activities is run by System I, and this has consequences, good and bad,
that we might manage better if we understand how System I works. One thing System I does too well
is to generalize from a single story. What it often fails to do is to extract a common thread from many
stories.
We are not surprised to learn that we often walk around operating on System I. We may be surprised
to discover the extent to which System I hires System II to be its ‘explainer’. This is
rationalization. We decide what to believe and what to do on ‘autopilot’, and instead of using our
logical brains to check the validity of our intuitions, we engage System II to shore up a predetermined
conclusion.
Bad bad bad!
... or at least dangerous to our attunement with reality.
— Watch or listen to Kahneman speaking at Natl Academy of the Sciences last week
about what he has learned, using clever experiments to study System I behaviors from the outside.
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30 May 2012

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Training with intermittent high intensity exercise
Another study has come out with a simple, comfortable formula that many should be
able to tolerate.
The recipe is to divide each minute into 30 seconds of low-intensity, followed by
20 seconds of medium-intensity exercise and 10 seconds of sprinting. Repeat 5 times
(5 minutes) then rest for 2.
Repeat three or four times.
In a
Danish study, people who trained this way were healthier, happier and ran faster than those who
spent more time exercising at a lower intensity.
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31 May 2012

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