Evolution and accident
The program of evolutionary science is to ‘explain’ how the diversity
of life on earth came to be. Many, if not most evolutionary
biologists take this to an extreme, and portray the main outlines of the
story as inevitable. (Darwin began this tradition, by emphasizing
that all you need to create an evolving system was (1) reproduction with
(2) variation and (3) differential reproductive success that results.)
But it may be that the whole story is far more contingent and random
than we suppose.
Here is the story of a scientist who sought to dismantle and
recreate the simple ecosystem in a garden pond. Each time he
repeated the experiment, the results came out differently. The
order in which he added different species to the mix had a determinative
effect on the final result.
Let’s guard against the very human propensity to regard historical
accident as though it were the inevitable result of universal laws.
Science Magazine
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1 June 2010

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“Time changes everything except something within us
which is always
surprised by change”
— Thomas Hardy,
born this day in 1840, wove poignant, romantic sagas of love and tragedy
that were the fashion in his time, easily perceived life’s
tragedies, but failed oft to appreciate her wonders. Like so many 19th century
romantics, he conflated depression with his art.
I lived unware, uncaring all that lay
Locked in that Universe taciturn and drear.
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2 June 2010

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What to remember when waking
In that first hardly noticed moment to which you wake, coming back to
this life from the other more secret, moveable and frighteningly honest
world where everything began, there is a small opening into the new day
which closes the moment you begin your plans.
What you can plan is too small for you to live. What you can live
wholeheartedly will make plans enough for the vitality hidden in your
sleep.
To be human is to become visible while carrying what is hidden as a gift
to others.
To remember the other world in this world is to live in your true
inheritance.
You are not a troubled guest on this earth; you are not an accident
amidst other accidents;
You were invited from another and greater night than the one from which
you have just emerged.
Now, looking through the slanting light of the morning window toward the
mountain presence of everything that can be, what urgency calls you to
your one love?
What shape waits in the seed of you to grow and spread its branches
against a future sky?
Is it waiting in the fertile sea? In the trees beyond the house? In the
life you can imagine for yourself? In the open and lovely white page on
the waiting desk?
~ David Whyte (from
The House of Belonging)
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3 June 2010

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Electronic interfaces to the brain: a progress report
The ability to port data in and out of consciousness
has been demonstrated in multiple capacities with multiple interfaces
ranging from low-fidelity non-invasive to high-fidelity radically
invasive...
Early work with embedded wires or electrodes in the brain have shown
that neurons fire in direct response to electrical stimulation, and that
electrical stimulation from embedded electrodes can be translated
directly into perception. Most embedded electrode research has focused
on correcting behavioral and motivational problems (such as depression,
Parkinson’s disease, and lack of libido) by stimulating glands in the
brainstem or basal forebrain to promote fine-tuned transmitter release,
typically focusing on the dopamine
pathways. Embedded electrodes are inserted into deep brain tissue
through a hole in the skull and targeted to stimulate a very small group
of neurons. They are designed to be unidirectional controllers for
sending current into the brain. They do not sense or decode neural
activity for digital output, however there is nothing stopping an
embedded electrode from being designed to do both.
Next Generation Interfaces
Early experiments have demonstrated that neural tissue can be
quickly adapted to communicate through embedded digital sensors. Judging
from the experiment with the monkey and the robotic arm, mastering
control of an embedded device takes days, not weeks or months. Training
with embedded interfaces drives neuroplasticity and new signaling
pathways to promote fast and robust connections with the device
Sight for the blind and direct interfaces to the mind for paraplegics
are on the near-term agenda. In coming decades, we can look for a
fuller integration of the biological brain with knowledge, networks,
sensors and controls.
Full article here
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4 June 2010

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Absence of mind
This declension, from the ethereality of the mind/soul as spirit to
the reality of the mind/brain as a lump of meat, is dependent,
conceptually and for its effects, on precisely the antique dualism these
writers who claim to speak for science believe they reject and refute.
If complex life is the marvel we all say it is, quite possibly unique to
this planet, then meat is, so to speak, that marvel in its incarnate
form. It was dualism that pitted the spirit against the flesh, investing
spirit with all that is lofty at the expense of flesh, which is by
contrast understood as coarse and base. It only perpetuates dualist
thinking to treat the physical as if it were in any way sufficiently
described in disparaging terms. If the mind is the activity of the
brain, this means only that the brain is capable of such lofty and
astonishing things that their expression has been given the names mind,
and soul, and spirit. Complex life may well be the wonder of the
universe, and if it is, its status is not diminished by the fact that we
can indeed bisect it, that we kill it routinely.
...What grounds can there be for doubting that a sufficient
biological account of the brain would yield the complex phenomenon we
know and experience as the mind? It is only the pertinacity of the
mind/body dichotomy that sustains the notion that a sufficient
biological account of the brain would be reductionist in the negative
sense. Such thinking is starkly at odds with our awareness of the utter
brilliance of the physical body.
— Marilynne Robinson, writing in
The Guardian
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5 June 2010

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Joy, part I
If joy should arise, she shall find my door is open and my arms
outstretched to welcome her. And if she is not about this day, let her
know that I have been well-provided nonetheless, that with wellbeing,
with love and wealth of experience, that I lack for nothing.
Joy, part II
Joy is a waste of time
A frill I can ill afford
For my socks call out for amends
And there’s health and wellbeing to horde.
To keep ever safe for the future
All that is me and my own
Is the mission upon which I’ll focus
The fortress I’ll wall up with stone.
So if Joy should come a-calling
Tell her I’m out and away
Too happy in tending my business
To give Joy the time of day.
— Josh Mitteldorf
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6 June 2010

Matthias Klemm
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You own nothing
The moment when, after many years
of hard work and a long voyage
you stand in the centre of your room,
house, half-acre, square mile, island, country,
knowing at last how you got there,
and say, I own this,
is the same moment when the trees unloose
their soft arms from around you,
the birds take back their language,
the cliffs fissure and collapse,
the air moves back from you like a wave
and you can’t breathe.
No, they whisper. You own nothing.
You were a visitor, time after time
climbing the hill, planting the flag, proclaiming.
We never belonged to you.
You never found us.
It was always the other way round.
— Margaret Atwood
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7 June 2010

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Schumann
Robert Schumann was a generous soul, tortured early in life by a
piano teacher and father-in-law who was determined to separate him from
his one true love and, later in life, by his own schizophrenia.
Schumann loved children and wrote simple, beautiful piano music for
their instruction. He leveraged his success to promote other young
musicians, and wrote passionately of a new, populist romanticism
embracing European culture.
Listen to the finale from Konzertstuck for four horns and
orchestra
Listen to his love letter to Clara, Andante cantabile from
his Piano Quartet
Ten-year-old Rachel plays the Arabesque for piano
on Youtube
‘Licht senden in die Tiefen des menschlichen Herzens ist des
Künstlers Beru.’
To send light into the darkness of men’s hearts — such is the duty of
the artist.
— Robert Schumann is 200 years old today.
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8 June 2010

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The Chemistry of Kissing
The genes for our Major Histocompatibility Complex determine how
diverse our immune cells can be, thus how well they will distinguish
invaders from self. If we get different MHC genes from our two
parents, our immune systems will be more robust than if our two parents
have similar MHCs.
When we kiss someone, we’re really just saying “Hey, how’s your MHC
compared to mine? Ooh… you taste different… MAN our kids will have
kick-ass immune systems!” Opposites certainly attract in this case.
How was the discovery made? They got men to work out, and then asked
women to smell their sweaty shirts and pick which one smelled better,
and then they ran genetic tests. Women were more likely to dig the stink
of a guy whose MHC was very different to her own.
Blog by Captain
Skellett
Interesting finding, but biology always
turns out to be more complicated than our one-dimensional models, and
aesthetics of love usually turns out to be more complicated than biology
- JJM
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9 June 2010

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No time
Time is not an objective reality, but a construction of our
consciousnesses. Isaac Newton codified our intuitive idea of time
as a universal, invariant flow within which all changes can be
described. Einstein did away with that, but still left a time that
each observer experienced, and a relationship between time measured by
different observers that was flexible within limits. Quantum
mechanics is more radical yet. It seems natural in QM to regard
all possibilities as simultaneously existing.
Julian Barbour has written a book
eliciting the message that time is something we impose on our
experience, not a property of the world.
John Archibald Wheeler was one of the deepest physical thinkers of
the 20th century. The
Wheeler-DeWitt equation describes the entire universe, without
reference to time.
Youtube Video
(from Dutch Public TV) on Barbour’s ideas
Barbour’s book on Google Books
Personally, I find that meditation on a view of events from outside
of time, in which the entire history of past and future is laid out
before me, is a reliable way to induce an experience of mystery. —JJM
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10 June 2010

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The hardest thing of all is to find a black cat in a dark room,
especially if there is no cat.
— Confucius
孔子
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11 June 2010

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Little Summer Poem Touching the Subject of Faith
Every summer I listen and look under the sun’s brass and even
into the moonlight, but I can’t hear anything, I can’t see anything —
not the pale roots digging down, nor the green stalks muscling up, nor
the leaves deepening their damp pleats, nor the tassels making, nor the
shucks, nor the cobs.
And still, every day, the leafy fields grow taller
and thicker — green gowns lofting up in the night, showered with silk.
And so, every summer, I fail as a witness, seeing nothing — I am deaf
too to the tick of the leaves, the tapping of downwardness from the
banyan feet — all of it happening beyond any seeable proof, or hearable
hum.
And, therefore, let the immeasurable come. Let the unknowable touch
the buckle of my spine. Let the wind turn in the trees, and the mystery
hidden in the dirt swing through the air. How could I look at anything
in this world and tremble, and grip my hands over my heart? What should
I fear? One morning in the leafy green ocean the honeycomb of the corn’s
beautiful body is sure to be there.
— Mary Oliver
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12 June 2010

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True to our visions
There are moments in every life when we glimpse clearly our deepest
selves, our relation to community, the way we are meant to be, the
mission that may be our destiny.
However rare these moments, we must bind ourselves to the vision they
offer, and build our lives upon them. On the days we feel
listless or aimless or discouraged, we endeavor to act with that
vision clearly in mind.
We fall repeatedly into old habits, but always the moment comes when
we see what we are doing, when we remember the epiphany. These
moments are our opportunity — our only opportunity — to restore
direction to our lives.
Never make major life decisions when you are feeling low. Learn
from your mistakes, but never reactively. Act only after time for
reflection and renewed inspiration.
— Josh Mitteldorf
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13 June 2010

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What is sleep?
Leibniz argued for a continuum of perception from unconsciousness to
full self-consciousness...The neuroscientist
Rodolfo Llinas
has proposed that consciousness and dreams are not distinct but part of
the same intrinsic brain functions, “that wakefulness is nothing other
than a dreamlike state modulated by the constraints produced by specific
inputs.” Because crucial mechanisms for REM are in the oldest parts of
our brains in evolutionary terms,
Jaak Panksepp, a neuroscientist and psychologist at Washington State
University, has postulated that dreaming may actually predate our more
evolved form of waking consciousness and cognition, that our ancestors
lived in a kind of primitive dream consciousness.
V.S. Ramachandran,
another brain researcher writes, “Perhaps we are hallucinating all the
time and what we call perception is arrived at by simply determining
which hallucination best conforms to the current sensory input.” At the
very least, these speculations ought to make us think about what it
means to be awake and what it means to be asleep.
—
Siri Hustvedt, in a NYTimes blog
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14 June 2010/p>

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Explaining God as a brain disorder
It has been known for a long time that some patients with seizures
originating in the temporal lobes have intense religious auras, intense
experiences of God visiting them. Sometimes it’s a personal
God, sometimes it’s a more diffuse feeling of being one with the cosmos.
Everything seems suffused with meaning. The patient will say,
“Finally, I see what it’s all about, Doctor. I really understand
God.”
— V. S. Ramachandran, from a
YouTube video
To me, the most remarkable thing about this phenomenon is that, for
people whose view of the world is purely material it seems to be
absolute proof that God is an illusion, while for people whose view of
the world is more mystical, it is an incidental fact, at most a
particularly impractical path to the direct experience of religious
truths.
Mark Saltzman wrote a
gem of a novella on this subject, capturing both views very
convincingly. His fiction was inspired by an
essay of Oliver Sacks, speculating on the Renaissance mystic
poet-musician,
Hildegard von Bingen.
...a physiolological event, banal, hateful, or meaningless to the
vast majority of people, can become, in a privileged consciousness, the
substrate of a supreme ecstatic inspiration.
Sacks goes on to quote Dostoyevsky:
“There are moments, and it is only a matter of five
or six seconds, when you feel the presence of the eternal harmony...a
terrible thing is the frightful clearness with which it manifests itself
and the rapture with which it fills you. If this state were to
last more than five seconds, the soul could not endure it and would have
to disappear. During those five seconds I live a whole human
existence, and for that I would give my whole life and not think that I
was paying too dearly.”
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15 June 2010

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To Have Without Holding
Learning to love differently is hard,
love with the hands wide open, love
with the doors banging on their hinges,
the cupboard unlocked, the wind
roaring and whimpering in the rooms
rustling the sheets and snapping the blinds
that thwack like rubber bands
in an open palm.
It hurts to love wide open
stretching the muscles that feel
as if they are made of wet plaster,
then of blunt knives, then
of sharp knives.
It hurts to thwart the reflexes
of grab, of clutch; to love and let
go again and again. It pesters to remember
the lover who is not in the bed,
to hold back what is owed to the work
that gutters like a candle in a cave
without air, to love consciously,
conscientiously, concretely, constructively.
I can’t do it, you say it’s killing
me, but you thrive, you glow
on the street like a neon raspberry,
You float and sail, a helium balloon
bright bachelor’s button blue and bobbing
on the cold and hot winds of our breath,
as we make and unmake in passionate
diastole and systole the rhythm
of our unbound bonding, to have
and not to hold, to love
with minimized malice, hunger
and anger moment by moment balanced.
— Marge Piercy
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16 June 2010

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PUBLIC NOTICE
FOR PROMISES made by my spouse,
who’s tricked so many with his sweet
colors and fragrances and sounds —
dogs barking, guitars in the streets —
into believing that they still
might conquer loneliness and fright,
I cannot be responsible.
~ Mr. Day’s widow, Mrs. Night.
—
Wislawa Szymborska
(Poems
New and Collected 1957-1997, trans. S. Baranczak and C. Cavanagh)
For this and so many Daily Inspirations, I happily credit Joe Riley and
his Panhala page.
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17 June 2010

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Hope and activism
Paul Rogat Loeb has published his
ten suggestions for beginning your campaign to change the world, and
feel good about it along the way.
But I prefer David Swanson’s
list of 25 modest victories in the anti-war movement.
Let's keep perspective: Even as we expose the senseless horrors of
current wars, let us not forget that previous wars have been yet more
deadly and more senseless. The truth is coming out. This is what
progress looks like.
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18 June 2010

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Experiments that bear on theology
The biggest philosophical question is whether we are essentially
material beings which have evolved a fascinating appendage to our
biological calculation engines, that which we experience as
consciousness? Or are we essentially spiritual beings who, in our
eternal occupation with play, have cobbled together a physical form in
order to have an entertaining sojourn on planet earth?
Many “enlightened” people in today’s world believe that
the former is correct, and that physics provides the proof. But, as I
have said often on these pages, deeper familiarity with physics –
quantum physics in particular – casts a shadow over any such proof.
I think it may be impossible to construct a proof for either
proposition, because consciousness is something that we know from direct
experience, while neuroscience is studied through observations outside
ourselves. But it may be possible to disprove one or the other. And I
believe, ironic as it seems, that science may be within range of
disproving the first – the materialist picture of consciousness.
There are intriguing and credible scientific claims for paranormal
phenomena, persisting over at least 100 years. Telepathy, precognition,
near-death experiences, and memories of past incarnations have all
been claimed by credible people with scientific credentials. Scientific
convention has been to dismiss all such claims categorically, to push
discussions of the paranormal outside the framework of scientific
discourse. Whether or not these claims are ultimately borne out, this
has been a huge mistake, a scar on the face of science.
If it can be shown that any of these phenomena are real, the most
natural implication is that there is an aspect of the mind separate from
the brain. A yet more radical possibility would be that the brain
receives information in ways that are not mediated by known physics.
Peer-reviewed, controlled and statistically extensive scientific
searches for telepathy would be the most interesting experiments that
science could endeavor on a downsized budget. Many such experiments have
been done already, and with positive, though inconsistent results. What
would be new is for the scientific community to be actively engaged in
debate, rather than contemptuous and dismissive.
— JJM
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19 June 2010

Deus ex Machina
by Justin Maller
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How I became a Father
Alice and I weren’t getting pregnant. It was Alice’s
gynecologist who first suggested we consider adoption, and Alice
reported she felt like punching her in the nose. I, too, was proud
of my genes.
Alice brought home a pamphlet from
Welcome House Korean adoption, and, without actually saying no, I
did all I could to undermine her efforts. I suggested we adopt
from China, at a time when there were no agencies or even diplomatic
channels to support this.
It was thanks to Alice’s persistence and ingenuity that we held a
daughter in our arms a year later, adopted from China as I had
specified, after a series of wondrous adventures.
Bonding with Sarah was the deepest experience of my life. Being
a father came to define me, more than my tastes or abilities or
values—or my genes.
I learned that love can be created in an act of commitment, not just
the other way around. Genes have not much to do with it.
Four years later, I visited China again for a new adventure,
completely different, with results just as deeply transforming and
satisfying.
— Josh Mitteldorf
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20 June 2010

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Precession of the Solstice
The Northern point of the Earth’s axis today points as close to the
sun as it ever gets. But over 26,000 years, the axis
slowly executes a circle in space. This is because the planet is
not quite spherical, but bulges a bit at the equator, due to centrifugal
force. It is the extra pull of the sun and moon on the equatorial
bulge that causes the ‘precession’ of the pole.
The constellations associated with each season shift gradually in the
sky. The sun is now moving from Taurus into Gemini, but the
traditional zodiac associates this day with Gemini into cancer, because
that’s where it was during the summer solstice 2000 years ago.
Charts
If you point a telescope at the pole star, it will stay pointed at
the pole star all day and all night, all year around. But very
slowly, the telescope will drift clockwise in the sky, end execute a
full circle in 26,000 years.
Hipparchus watched the sky closely enough to figure this out in 130
BC. Article
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21 June 2010

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Agenda for a New Economy
Consumed by the details and challenges of our daily engagements, we
may easily lose sight of the big picture of the powerful social dynamic
to which our work is contributing.
Step back from time to time; take a breath, look out beyond the
immediate horizon to bring that big picture back into perspective.
Reflect in awe and wonder at the power of the larger social dynamic to
which your work contributes.
In my career in international development, I saw, time and again, that
the most successful projects were not the largest or the most carefully,
centrally planned; they were the ones that arose from the bottom up.
Likewise, successful social movements are emergent, evolving, radically
self-organizing, and involve the dedicated efforts of many people, each
finding the role that best uses his or her gifts and passions. Their
scope and their success may not, at first, be readily apparent. Social
movements grow and evolve around framing ideas and mutually supportive
relationships instead of through top-down direction...
The organism, not the machine, provides the appropriate metaphor...
—
David Korten
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22 June 2010

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Living as though others were following your example
Earlier this month, I lost two New England friends to breast cancer. Both
had extraordinary educations and a career in the city, and embraced
voluntarily simplicity in middle age. Both dedicated their energies to nature and to lives of deliberate
choices in harmony with the wild.
Rosalind taught seminars in ecology.
Caroline grew organic berries. They led by example.
“So act that your principle of action might safely be made a law for the
whole world.”
— Immanuel Kant
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23 June 2010

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On Hearing of a Death
We lack all knowledge of this parting. Death
does not deal with us. We have no reason
to show death admiration, love or hate;
his mask of feigned tragic lament gives us
a false impression. The world’s stage is still
filled with roles which we play. While we worry
that our performances may not please,
death also performs, although to no applause.
But as you left us, there broke upon this stage
a glimpse of reality, shown through the slight
opening through which you dissapeared: green,
evergreen, bathed in sunlight, actual woods.
We keep on playing, still anxious, our difficult roles
declaiming, accompanied by matching gestures
as required. But your presence so suddenly
removed from our midst and from our play, at times
overcomes us like a sense of that other
reality: yours, that we are so overwhelmed
and play our actual lives instead of the performance,
forgetting altogether the applause.
—
Rainer Maria Rilke, tr Albert Ernest Flemming
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24 June 2010

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Forgive us our debts
In 1788 BC, about 500 years before the time of Moses, King
Rim-Sin of Ur issued a royal edict declaring all loans null and void,
wiping out some of history’s earliest known moneylenders.
— Niall Ferguson,
The Ascent of Money
Babylonian kings continued this practice, at random and unexpected
times, in order to prevent the accumulation and concentration of wealth,
to the detriment of artisans and workers.
In ancient Israel, the practice was codified and regularized at the
end of every 7th cycle of 7 years. The result was less radical
because it was more predictable, and contracts of debt were arranged
around it. Land was leased, but never sold outright.
‘You shall hallow the 50th year and you shall
proclaim liberty throughout the land to all its inhabitants. It shall be
a jubilee for you: you shall return, every one of you, to your property
and everyone of you to your family.’
— Leviticus 25:10
“Every creditor that lendeth ought unto his neighbour shall release
it; he shall not exact it of his neighbour, or of his brother; because
it is called the Lord’s release.”
Simply put, jubilee was a legislated reversal of fortune. It was
Israel’s most radical vehicle to redistribute its wealth so that society
could be rebalanced and neither wealth nor political power could
accumulate in the hands of a self-selected few.
— from
Transforming Power, by Robert C Linthicum
During the past 30 years, developing countries have borrowed large sums
of money from international lending institutions, governments of
industrialized countries, and commercial banks. In many cases, these
investments failed to create the economic development and revenue that
planners envisioned. Nonetheless, developing countries continue to repay
these debts. For many years, debt repayments from developing countries
to the global North have exceeded the flow of new investments, loans and
grants to developing countries. Debt relief - Jubilee - has become an
important aspect of justice for countries in the global South.
—
United Church
of Christ
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25 June 2010

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Embody your vision
Recent strains of activism proceed on the realization that victory is
not some absolute state far away but the achieving of it, not the moon
landing but the flight. A number of ideas and practices have
emerged that realize this. The term
politics
of prefiguration has long been used to describe the idea that if you
embody what you aspire to, you have already succeeded. That is to
say, if your activism is already democratic, peaceful, creative, then in
one small corner of the world these things have triumphed.
Activism, in this model, is not only a toolbox to change things but a
home in which to take up residence and live according to your
beliefs—even if it’s a temporary and local place, this paradise of
participating, this vale where souls get made.
— Rebecca Solnit, from
Hope in the Dark
Be the change we want to see in the
world.
—Gandhi
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26 June 2010

Diego Rivera:
History of Mexico
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Nothing to fear but fear itself
There is a broader truth here than that intended by FDR. We are
deeply wired not just to avoid things that frighten us, but to avoid the
sensation of fear. And our fear response is imperfectly associated with
real dangers—in fact, it is easily fooled. In avoiding fear, we may end
by limiting ourselves in all kinds of unnecessary ways. We may even
expose ourselves to real dangers that don’t happen to trigger the fear
response, while fleeing illusory dangers that do.
We may campaign to insert a layer of rationality between the stimulus of
fear and the response of avoidance. We begin by deliberately exposing
ourselves to situations that stimulate fear despite the fact that they
pose no real danger. (It may be helpful to do this exercise with personal
support: ask a friend who is not afraid in this situation to stand by
and question you about what you are feeling. Ask for hugs.
Keep laughing.)
For me, standing by the window of a tall office building will do the
trick. More powerful is the sensation of panic when lying on my back
with four strong friends holding my arms and legs motionless, while I
struggle in vain to pull free.
The program to change our response to fear may have dramatic and immediate
results,
as we find ourselves acting boldly in situations where we hadn’t even
been aware of avoidance.
— Josh Mitteldorf
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27 June 2010

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What would happen if we made human contact with each person
we encounter?
...risking anomie...
Excerpt from
Richard Linklater’s film, ‘Waking Life’
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28 June 2010

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Musical joke
This
is the music I’m working with this week. It's the last
movement of a Dohnanyi sextet. Listen for the clarinet laughing at
the beginning. Later the theme keeps being interrupted, changing
to a waltz for a few measures, switching abruptly into one key and
another and another. In the end, a theme arrives in the horn,
sailing over the top, borrowed from the
first
movement of this piece.
The ending of the piece is a huge, overblown cadence on C#.
Then in the last bar, he says ‘just kidding’, and offers a final 5-1 in
C.
— JJM
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29 June 2010

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Adam Cast Forth
Was there a Garden or was the Garden a dream?
Amid the fleeting light, I have slowed myself and queried,
Almost for consolation, if the bygone period
Over which this Adam, wretched now, once reigned supreme,
Might not have been just a magical illusion
Of that God I dreamed. Already it’s imprecise
In my memory, the clear Paradise,
But I know it exists, in flower and profusion,
Although not for me. My punishment for life
Is the stubborn earth with the incestuous strife
Of Cains and Abels and their brood; I await no pardon.
Yet, it’s much to have loved, to have known true joy,
To have had — if only for just one day —
The experience of touching the living Garden.
tr Genia Gurarie
Etiquetas: J. L. Borges
Adam Cast Fort
¿Hubo un jardín?
¿O fue el jardín un sueño?
Lento en la vaga luz me he preguntado.
Casi como un consuelo.
Si el pasado de que este Adán hoy mísero no era dueño
No fue si no una mágica impostura de aquel Dios que soñé
Ya es impreciso en la memoria el claro paraíso.
Pero yo sé que existe y que perdura aunque no para mí.
La tercera tierra es mi castigo
Y la incestuosa guerra de Caines y Abeles y su cría
Y sin embargo, es mucho haber amado, haber sido feliz
Haber tocado el viviente jardín siquiera un día.
— J. L. Borges
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30 June 2010

Julius Gazy
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